天堂的朋友

突然收到的消息，我不敢相信。十年的友谊就这样画上了句点。

找不到发泄的地方，就想起部落格。

还记得十年前，form 2 的你还在当学长。就因为你大声在礼堂喊骂叫学生们安静，我认识了你。 还记得当时的你还真的天不怕地不怕，有错就骂，佩服佩服。当时与你也只是hi bye friend，见面吹水虚寒几句的朋友。

form 4 我们第一次同班，就这样跟你熟了起来。当时我记得你也有和我一样当医生的梦想，一起在班上鸟来鸟去，糊里糊涂一起上了form 6。 还记得我们一起做 bio project 的日子，每天假期去学校搞泥土，植物和昆虫，一起鸟没来帮忙的朋友，还多亏你父亲帮忙做木框装虫，我们的project才能大功告成。就这样我们成了无所不谈的朋友。

最搞笑，我们都没去政府大学，傻傻跑去 ucsi 读书，虽然不一样课程，至少还可以联系。没想到，半年前的晚餐，竟是我们最后一次的再见。当时声音沙哑的你虽然面对很多挫折，却很坚强地面对人生，工作，家庭，健康与爱情，对你来说每一样都是不简单的挑战，你却勇敢地面对挑战，你最强。

回想起，还真的很怀念一起搭巴士去补习，一起喝茶吹水，一起分享所谓的爱情故事，我笑你喜欢小妹妹的时刻。谢谢你，当了我十年的好友。

希望你能的到安息，再见，我的朋友。

Perhentian Island Challenge 2011~

Finally there's something for me to update my blog.. past few months is awesomely busy... here comes PIC 2011.. an annual event for some of us to participate.. =)

This year we have lots of new members in our team (Khek, Chong, J ying and wei wei)... As usual our dear senior Dr. Ong Jing Wei is joining this event.. he is a big fan of marathon... (purposely fly all the way from Tawau to KL, drove few hours during the night to KT and straight away join us to Perhentian) fuhhh... summore belanja us breakfast.. XD

We depart from KT around 9am after our breakfast at Chinatown.. drove 2 hours to Kuala Besut Jeti... A familiar place for us that participated in the event last year.. It was a "syiok sendiri" singing road trip for our driver Sam a.k.a 大便王~ you will be amazed that he could actually sing all the song he prepared in his thumb drive and non stop for 2 hours.. even though he was pretty ss, I must not deny that he has a really good voice...

We manage to hop in a boat at 12.30pm.. thanks to the volunteer that prepared it for us.. If not we will have to wait until 2.30pm for the next boat and we will sure miss all the fun...

boat ride to our campsite at Pulau Perhentian Besar

a view of the beach from our campsite... =)

After grabbing lunch at our campsite located in Pulau Besar Perhentian.. we decided to go for snorkeling trip which cost only RM30.. (4 snorkeling point + snorkeling set included) it was a pretty cheap price for us.. we get to see lots of fish, feed them we bread (OJW used his mouth and Sam used his toes) chase after a sea turtle and not to forget play with sea cucumber!

amazing trip for all of us... we also get to see Nemos (clown fish) and sea cucumber with one arm length while snorkeling at the beach near our camp area with Chee Hang.. I was touched by both papa and mama Nemo that tried to protect their children from those big fish which is 4-5 times bigger than them... how i wish i can capture the moments for everyone to appreciate it..

wei wei trying to catch fish with bare hand.. LOL

in the middle of the sea~

OJW feeding the fishes using his mouth!

I see a cross here...

a group picture at the beach b4 we go for snorkeling..

walking back to campsite after the trip..

coconut tree with 2 little girl... XD

our campsite (OJW is holding a hermit crab)

Our race (novice) began around 10.30am the next morning... This year OJW is the only one that join (Elite) category that require runners to swim across the sea between the 2 island of Perhentian because our friend WJY FFKed him.. hahhaha... Bad news is.. this year race is longer than last year..

briefing a night b4 the race day...

before we off to small island for our race~

bromance!!

Satu Malaysia post?

light local delights prepared by the villagers..

The race was fun especially if u walk with Sam n Khek... 1 keep singing all the way (off course he only manage to sing for 2 hours.. after that phone no battery cant sing dy) and another 1 keep imagining herself shopping in Mid Valley or Pavillion.. LOL... Can't stop laughing when Sam trying to show his "fashion" moves and end up step into a hole covered with leaves... hahaha...

3 of us at the 1st checkpoint..

someone's ass~

red hair monkey playing swing!!

Resting.. =)

4 hours later.. we finally made it to the checkpoint at 8km.. I was disgusted by the attitude of one of the volunteer there that talk to us with a sarcastic tone that try to persuade us to give up... well there's still another 2 hours before the race end and the way he talk to us as if we couldn't make it in time.. wei wei and khek decided to stop their journey there while Sam n I continue our race.. I was impressed by the mental and physical determination of Khek that manage to walk the journey without complaint... she totally earned my respect...

It was not an easy task to complete the last 6km run because both of us is very hungry and i start experiencing hypoglycemic after another 2km run... i decided to give up but was encourage by 2 very supportive volunteer at a water station... we even sleep for 10 mins halfway during the race... there's a moment i reached my mental limit to continue and i decided to call up someone that is most important to me... She manage to encourage me and give me strength to continue the race... Finally we manage to complete our race before 5pm.. worst thing is.. there's no lunch left at the finishing point.. only some dessert to fill my empty stomach... For the record.. our last meal is at 7.30am...

the worst part of the race... (calling someone here)

We took some of our annual pic when the race end (too bad this year no group picture at windmill checkpoint)... nothing felt better than completed a race that was so mentally challenging... couldn't have done it without u bb... thank you so much! =)

windmill on the top of the mountain!

another difficult path during the race.. there's over 500 stairs for us to conquer!!

finally the finish line!

packed our tent the next morning...

final group picture b4 we leave Pulau Perhentian... another amazing trip.. =)

Overall it was a great trip to Perhentian... gonna participate in next year's race again... hopefully i am fit enough to join elite.. wanna try swimming across the sea between the 2 island.. I guess everyone have a great experience too... thanks to ah bi for all the wonderful pictures taken during the trip! hope we can have another great memory together during next year's race.. For now.. is time to study for year 4 exams!

Missin' You Like Crazy~

Found this song via a friend's FB shared link... definitely a good one to represent my current feelings... i don't know weekends can be this long and boring without you.. BB! i'm missin' you like crazy!

DTMB~

here's the lyric~ =)

When we're not together I think about you all the time

I keep your picture in my wallet to remind me that you're mine

Life is not worth livin' unless you're right here by my side

I'll love you now and forever and until the day I die

Tired of being alone, calling you on the phone

I'd rather have you here with me

La La La La La La La La

Hey Baby, I'm missin' you like crazy (x2)

These arms they feel so empty without you here inside

This heart it can't do nothin' without your love supply

Your lips are so delicious, the sweetest ones I've found

These lips they get no lovin' when you're not around

Tired of being alone, calling you on the phone

I'd rather have you here with me

La La La La La La La La

Hey Baby, I'm missin' you like crazy (x2)

Just me and my morning coffee

thinkin' bout how you got me

inside your heart, wherever you are

Baby now don't you worry

I'll come runnin' to you in a hurry

when you reappear, I'll be waiting here

and I'll be singin'...

La La La La La La La La

Hey Baby, I'm missin' you like crazy (x2)

Missin' you like crazy (x2)

hope to see you soon! =)

end of year 3 holiday~

It's already 5 weeks after my holiday and finally i get to find myself some time to update my blog.. life is busy as a yr 4 student.. fuhh yr 4 liao eh.. *sounds pro abit*

anyway not going to bullshit much this time... just sharing some pictures on what happen during my 2 weeks end of year 3 break... 1st is the yummy Seremban siew pao and crab trip, Chiling waterfall with the bros, 1 day volunteer in KL marathon and finally the amazing Penang trip~ too bad the Redang trip was cancelled..

1st thing we do in Seremban! play games! XD

Visited Seremban's Jusco for the 1st time.. not bad la.. everything u need u can find it there.. Unlike KT... LOL... spend some time chit chat and loitering around there like high school kids.. =)

went to one of the park in seremban after the loitering session... it was pretty windy and i'm sure it's a nice place for a weekend jog.. too bad i dint take any picture of it...

after that we went for dinner at one of the restaurant.. ordered pepper crab.. it was delicious! 4.5 star level~ XD

U know it's delicious by looking at Lai's satisfied expression...

entrance of chiling waterfall

A spontaneous trip to chiling waterfall on day 3 of my holiday... went with bunch of bros! unfortunately.. it's closed during Monday till Thursday... =(

Ques: why is Lai so happy when it's closed when we were there?

Ans: Because as a magician, he found us a way to get inside! XD

hahaha... at the end the solution is just to climb inside... the old scout ways..

map showing there will be 6 river crossing before we reach our final destination~

1st crossing is easiest of all.. there's a bridge for us...

2nd crossing is at knee level.. sap sap sui~

fishes can be found at 2nd crossing.. the water is so clear!

and it's so clear until Lai wanna try his luck catching those fishes... XD

3rd crossing! at gluteus level...

4th crossing!! above knee level with rough water flow... JY is so handsome!

a view of 5th crossing!

finally 6th!! fuhh.. took us almost 30 mins to reach here..

another few steps we will reach the legendary waterfall!!

my bro at our 1st waterfall... *handsome*

we spend some time swimming at this area and had our short lunch.. what surprise us is that there's 2 Caucasian which is from Germany and a tour guide is chatting here too! i bet they come in the same way as us.. LOL! then we saw 2 monkey copulate while we were having our lunch... the whole process does not last more than 10 secs! hahahaha... awesome entertainment for us...

after the short lunch we decided to hike up to 2nd and 3rd waterfall.. it's a harder track and should be careful if any of u wanna go there...

2nd waterfall.. i think got 3 story building height...

unfortunately it's not suitable for swimming..

had another round of sunbathing + swimming session at 3rd waterfall...

In this pic there's 环肥燕瘦~ ^^

someone pengsan dy~ CPR anyone? XD

we were caught by the forest guard when we're on our way out.. lucky what we have to do is just to pay the entrance fees which is RM 1 per person... lucky~

Finally we're done with our 1 day trip.. so many awesome fun and jokes during the trip! enjoy it very much with the guys... and sanfu sai wai loo becoming our driver all the way from seremban... =)

well.. i guess i will leave the KL marathon and penang trip a side 1st... need some rest dy...

To be continue~

The 6 of us

-when we were young-

-6 of us during CNY gathering 2011-

Found this 2 picture on facebook where 6 of us brother, sister and cousins were together... i don't even remember when was the time i took the picture when i was young... (should be 5 years old) we've changed a lot but we definitely still have some recognisable features in us...

Those were the days... hanging around together at ah ma's house during major family gathering... i bet all 4 boys will be very excited during those precious gathering... we played hide and seek, pee in the same bottle and put pity worms and insects inside making it as our very own "七里香"... i can still remember well how we joke about it...

not to forget those moment we played masak-msask and climb under the "longkang"... i bet my mum will scold me like mad if she know we did all those stupid stuff... hahaha... XD it was some very good childhood memory...

now that we had grown up... we definitely will no longer do those stupid stuff anymore but luckily we're still close and fun... great to have bunch of cousins like this... u guys are awesome!

last day as a year 3

I still can't believe we had been here for almost a year and year 3 examination is finally over... hoorrayy!! XD *pray hard everyone can pass* i screwed up MCQ... zzzz...

Notice something funny during a nice warm bath... my 750ml dettol finally finish till the last drop... I can't believe it had served me for a year... *swear to God I bath everyday kay!* (2-3 times a day lorhh) it's time for pH 5.5 (new brand) to do the job for the coming year! =P

Gonna be a year 4 in another 20 days time... now there will be no more excuse for us to say "don't know" that often dy... as we used to say "it's okay, we're year 3 only, there's still time for us to learn" if don't know still can go back find out.... i think in year 4 if we say dunno then we will get all the firing from the lecturers dy... must be serious liao!! XD

Okay lah... at least we still have 20 days of end of year holiday... gonna visit 3 places in this short period of time... hope it will be a enjoyable one b4 i step into the hell of year 4... I've been waiting for it since study break... finally the time has arrived!! going back KL tmr and head straight to srbn!! woohhooo~ holiday here i come!!

time to pig... *yawn* =)

PS - i missed my beard that i kept during study break... so nice to touch... XD

Final countdown!!

In another 2 weeks time... with the arrival of end of year examination... my life as a year 3 medical student will finally come to an end... T.T

Peadiatric is definitely one of the most tiring posting for me... BST for 8 weeks!! kinda boring lah... i prefer some clinic or OT session... anyway... it was fun playing with kids... although sometimes u will get kinda depressed when the kid cry immediately the moment they see u... as if u are some horrible monster... (psychological trauma when u are repeatedly cannulated by doctors)... No matter what u do... they will just cry n cry n cry... =.=

Clerked a trisomy 21 patient few days ago... The 16 years old boy taught me something... something my dad has been trying to teach me for the past 22 years - "why choose sad if u can choose to be happy"... I saw it on the patient... The patient never blame anyone for his condition... not the God, parents, siblings or friends... not even a single person... his life goes on and he live happily with it... the way he smile and interact definitely touches my heart... At first I feel kinda sad for him but wait... he is the happiest person i ever seen in my life... I should be happy for him... That's why our lecturers always say... the patient can be your best teacher... not always for the medical knowledge, but the way of life....

Picture of me n ah bi drawn by the patient... guess which 1 is me!! XD

Trying my best to be happy most of the time... but with exams around the corner... i better get stressed up so that I will sit quietly in front of my desk and study... hope everyone have a great and happy day~

PS= happy birthday to my feeder, money supplier, and off course one of my greatest teacher in life~ thank you dad! =) with love from your son...